hi! oohh, this is actually a good ask! it’s not random at all; i think that if you read my tags and don’t know my intentions, it’s very easy to become bothered by them. it’s very understandable, so i’ll explain~ idk about other fans (though i’m pretty sure i know who you’re talking about lol they’re similar to me), but i’m a very sarcastic person by nature so most (read: ALL) of my tags are dripping with sarcasm. what does the sarcasm allude to? my utter helplessness for kim myungsoo’s unbearably handsome, adorable, dorky, hardworking, soft-hearted existence. i call him dumb and ridiculous and annoying, but i’m not serious at all. i say that because i’m desperately trying to hold onto my sanity as i witness a real blessing from God (lol). does that mean i have any problem appreciating and being “honest” about his good points? not at all! i can write essays about how lovely kim myungsoo is if i really wanted/needed to, but my blog is just for flailing over infinite so that means chaos all around, exaggeration at every turn, words of fury flitting across every post. so, basically- i write them that way because kim myungsoo seems like a near flawless person from what i can see so i exaggerate his dumb just to keep from crying about- yeah, see, i’m doing it again…exaggerating lol- him; BUUUUTT! the main point is that everything is just a jest- i have a life outside infinite tbh and so at the end of the day, i just like to have fun and write crazy things in my blog, all of it is sarcastic and overdramatic.
also, that doesn’t mean that i don’t think the other guys are great too! myungsoo actually isn’t my bias (i’ve recently come to terms that yes- lee sungyeol is my bias- but the others are NOT far behind). i think ALL of the members of infinite are great, but the thing is that the other members already have so much crap said about them (ie. gyudong is ugly, woohyun is fake, hoya is plain, sungyeol is untalented, sungjong is “gay” - oh no what an insult -_-) that their humanity is already so evident. i DO write that they are dumb and “i can’t stand you”, but i don’t feel the urge to write overly dramatic tags that they are silly humans just like us and not, in fact, some kind of weird elf prince that just happens to live among us. infinite and his family know very well of kim myungsoo’s humanly flaws, but we as fans don’t really get to see them, so the only “flaws” we get to see are that he’s rather dumb (again, not serious) and temperamental at times. so, sometimes it can get a little overwhelming to think that there’s a guy like him out there when i’m sitting here, trying not to be shitty (LOL). do you get what i mean? at the end of the day- none of what i say is serious anyway, so it’s not a big deal unless you make it a big deal, but if you tried to get to the hypothetical root of my weird-ass thinking, there you go. may i also mention that everyone i know calls me 4D or 5D so …that could play a part as well~ ㅋㅋㅋ
i hope that clears it up for you! if it doesn’t, which- it could NOT since we’re all different people with different mindsets, well, i tried lol. and it’s nice that you asked and tried to understand! that’s all i ask for~ we all have ways of dealing with beautiful people, and this is mine haha. well, thanks for asking!